ahh~~~
so long since i last blogged..
gotten seriously busy aft cny hols
like, have to finish data entry for 700++ feedback forms,
and like every 2 feedback forms hv looooooong comments..
and their handwritings are horrid!
illegible!
worse than mar's or jd's -.-
squint my eyes till pain alr ):
degree sure went up )):

wahlao,
my unit's photocopier is the lousier kind, compared to RU's
then it got paper-stuck then gta borrow from RU.
tt irritating person from RU who acted so nice to me when she came over to my unit,
where there were PPLE watching and listening,
got all annoyed and arrogant,
scolded me for anyhow pressing the code.
another RU person told me a code, i tried but cannot -.-
tt's when she scolded me @#$^$%$#^@#$#@!!!!
-.-
WTH. super qi now, just thinking abt it.
she said 'our photocopier is diff from yours, so you dun anyhow press.'
-.-
isn't all the same? -.-
just more high-tech wad, 机器是死的，人是活的！
all we need is to read the labels and you'll noe how to use it alr wad! -.-
i feel like saying. mokoiteyo ))):
tt's how much she irritated me.
and aft 'helping me operate the machine',
she came over to my unit and said,'next time you need to use, get whoever-whoever to help you' all nicely,
all the while looking ard to see if got anyone else listening anot -.-
seriously. ARGH.
ok stop.

just did this personality test on fb.
just a few qn and it's quite accurate.
like they say my neuroticism is quite high, like 60+%
and it's true!
i hold grudges like dno wad.. ):
i may forget once in awhile, but eventually i'll rmb a certain person for it, just like tt RU person ):
UNLESS she becomes super nice to me/i get to noe her better..
ha as if i wanna do ttxP
omg, neuroticism acting up!
okk neuroticism is like feelings of emo-ness.
like you tend to feel down easily, think of minor mistakes as hopeless situations,
tt kind of things.
it's quite true la,
like when i read tt email from rma, i thought like omg,
my dec pay gone just lidat?!
then i reached home and carefully read everything, then i realised it's not tt bad la..
hahaha i'm prone to getting depression x(

gg jd's house tml!
and siyi's too!
yay!!
get to play and eat and hv lots of fun!!
XDDD
gta gamble and win lots lots lots of $$$$ $_$
hahaha
i'm gna wear my newie tie-ie tml! heh heh
excited!! :P

sun got work at orchard hotel again..
whole day this time, no NTU OH as excuse to siam..
):

okk gg to watch hana kimi!
ashiya mizuki!!
horikita maki!!
oguri shun? lol dno his name
but sano izumi¬¬

just finished watching nobuta wo produce.
it's nice!
though in the middle like some parts totally no link and i dn understand,
the storyline's still good.
i got rly angry with tt girl for sabotaging everything! even their frenship!
and making the 3 of them sad ):
ya but of cos it turned out all right (:
then i couldn't stop watching from ep 7 onwards,
like how he fell and yet he still only thought of others, before himself.
tt's love, love for others but he din noe till he met nobuta.
he taught her to open up, she taught him to love though nt tt kind of bgr lol.
feeling super tired now,
had to work this morning, it was ok,
i ATE alot. ):
brownie, siewmai, samosa (?), fries, SUBWAY.
all these are the ultimate fat-gain food
hahah lol too tired to think more abt it.

i think i'm feeling abit sian and empty inside, like i'm watching shows to occupy all my thoughts and time?
and of cos, i watch to see kame too hahah.
but it feels quite sad like my whole day is consumed by shows.
somehow, this reminds me of ttj and audi lol.
but she's addicted (oh my, just realised tt tt's my blogspot's website! a derivative anwxP) to audi and i'm not really addicted to the shows,
unless i rly rly like the shows
which so far, only one pound, nwp last few epis, gokusen 2 towards the back and oh! my girl! lol.
but maybe i was just trying to finish wad i startedxP
dno, better get some rest now,
tml gotta tuition wei!

hopefully can go out tgt on tues!
:D

omg mar dno wad's ji wen!!!!!!!!
xPXP

ok today at work,
anna's dptment had a halfday off, and they all go off to chinatown to shop shop.
dno if anna went though, doubt it.
then left me alone for lunch,
so i went to buy milktea and sandwich,
and came back to office to WATCH ONE POUND NO FUKUIN!!!
tt's one pound gospel btw, haha.
yayyay!!
haha was energetic for the rest of the day!
:P

lolol saw lynn online too, talked abit and logged off work for the day!

argh, was bored when waiting for my bro for dinner,
then was deleting sms msgs
then i stupidly go and press delete all msgs,
thinking tt it's to delete from tt folder only.
and so wadever i received today and ytd and days ago
were all deleted T.T
there were impt msgs too!
)):
*crying over spilled milk*

well, today jiada and tingwei got enlisted and jiada got his head shaved.
tingwei alr had his shaved b4 cls chalet.
i want to seeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
hahahah omg, tt means tt person oso shaved O.O
argh hard to imagine..
i dn like guys with shaved headsxP
though i do like their hairstyles when they let the hair grow outxD
haha was reminded of my bro...
now his hair still lidat, no more of tt disgusting parting he had b4 ns!
heh heh...

it's been a week since the prob started.
still no change :/
i'm getting more confused now.
ARGH and i'm getting OLD!!!!!!
gna be 19 soon..
eh? but everyone else will be 19 too! cos of ren ri!!
hahah everyone will age by a yr!
HEH.
xDD
now's not the time to worry over age,
should start thinking abt wad i wanna do in the future..
scholarship?
wad course?
wad uni?
wad profession?

....

had class chalet ytd!
had lots of fun and laughter haha!
played abit of mahjong then i got bored cos i din rly wanna play and my luck sucked ):
so i passed on to limyi when he came.
i went upstairs to air con and the munchkins players lol
the sclerics won by divine intervention!
haha a cheaterbug way of winning and jiada won twice this way i heard.
it was a 3-way victory! jiada, jeremy and shuyuan won tgt(:
then we played risk and angelique was duped by jeremy who said tt the game lasts only for an hr plus.
in the end, we played till 5plus, for 3 hrs straight at least hahaha.
jiada lost first! after being betrayed by shuyuan who broke their alliance, he was continuously attacked by the following players.
and angelique dealt the deathblow :P
yize was the next to kua3, then angelique wanted to stop playing since we agreed to stop when 2 players drop out.
but jeremy and shuyuan refused to give up and we persevered!
hahah in the end, the four of us gave up, like the game gets too stagnant, jeremy's not attacking but just building up his forces..
angelique took too long to decide where she wanna place her troops and whether she should fight anot.
shuyuan was just blindly fighting his way ard asia
and i was so bored i randomly attacked jeremy lol.
after the game, we went off to slp, the guys koped the bed!
jiada, being the first to lose, was alr slping by then, right smack in the middle :P
and shuyuan, jeremy and yize totally spread themselves on the bed haha
then i gu yi sit on the bed where there's space and tried to slp there.
the guys (shuyuan and jeremy) zi dong zi fa and went to slp on the floor instead,
angelique then came to accompany me on the bedxD
then we talked abt jap lang, anime, manga, dramas and KAT-TUN!
hahah so much jap stuff.
she said she likes gangster-type mangas and i told her i like cool-looking guys who can joke ardxP
like kame in gokusen and one pound gospel!
wanted to go watch sunrise but btt we go slp, it was alr 0520, then we were thinking of waking up at 6plus to catch it.
but OBVIOUSLY, we missed it -.-
we talked and stuff till 7plus
and woke up at 10plus instead xP
heard adeline's voice which woke me up but i din wanna open my eyes, so i actly went back to slp after tt, and i thought her voice was my dreamxP
then angelique got up and woke me up again..
then i shifted and woke jiada up lol it's a chain rxn.
slacked ard in bed for an hr plus till ben came and told us tt it's alr 12 nn!
we wanted to eat sakae sushi buffet so din eat breakfast though i snacked abitxP
jiada went swimming while the rest of us went arcade/lunch (for angelique and jeremy)
peiwen came ltr and went to find jiada.
then off to sakae!
they wanted to go hei sushi, a branch of sakae cos it's same price.
but they dun give us one free red plate and got no takoyaki!
so we took the shuttle bus to white sands and ate at sakae.
they wanted to sit at this table tt's super cool and jap looking
but i din want the sun and the conveyor belt was out of reach..
so had to disappoint them and we sat near the belt.
ate till we bao and even went out for walks :P
jiada even went to DDR after eating!!
siao!!
ate this dessert, strawberry thingy, it's nice!
like the strawberry was so frozen, you taste strawberry ice instead lol
i exchanged one with tingwei and ate a peach mochi too!
tt's probly the only peachy thing tt i LOVE
hahaah
walked back to chalet after tt to digest a lil. btt we reached downtown east, tingwei was asking,'are we having dinner?'
!!!!! #@%$#^$%^#$%^#&#%$^&*(&* wad crap-.-
ass tt guy! hahaah
finally passed my first song for jubeat! level 2!
with a C...
i suck. lol.
ya then went back to chalet and played the drinking game, where the punishment was changed to squating instead.
it was fun but i totally sucked at 5 and 9 :P
6 and 10 were easy hahah and funny cos it's abt rxn speed.
ttj will sure lose if she plays heh hehxD
ya then walked back to mrt with adeline with aching thighs which still ache now ):

thought abt lots of stuff and came to a conclusion tt i should make things work.
at least try and not give up straightaway.
(:

wah today's work DAMN busy!!!!
like nvr-b4 busy!!
lol..
the moment i reached there, i had to sort out info for the boss,
then i had to call tchers for a colleague,
then i had to pack stuff for tml's events..
all these sound like quite little stuff to do,
but the packing and calling took up hours!
sigh~
must be i slack too long alr, such tt i slowed down.. ):
LOL i was supposed to choose econs tchers to call to go for an event,
and i saw mr tan, william tan, then i was like, NO WAY am i gna call him..
then my colleague chose him herself, cos to her, guys seem to be more receptive and willing to participate LOL.
then i had to call...
got his hp no from tingwei and sent him an sms,
haven replied!
must be overseas now, enjoying the off-peak prices while still on sch hols!
-.-
lol...

took ttj's advice! (:
told belle what is to be done and how long she has
and how i felt too.
she seemed a lil disappointed but can't be help ):
hope things turn out well!
(no matter how it turns out (:)

watching one pound gospel now!
acted by kame-kun xD
he's like some boxer who has weight-loss probs cos he LOVES to eat!
hahha his acting is funny and he's good at it!!
haha and i'm biased! though i rly think he acts well :D
i recommend all shows tt he acted in!
gna watch nobuta wo produce aft this.
it's supposed to be even better than one pound gospel *excited!!*
and got qiubx's yamapi too haha as the other lead guy.
i think lynn and ttj should watch one pound, and mar should watch nobuta,
cos the first is funnier and the 2nd is more like yuuki (?) dno, just deeper i thinkxP
haha just go watch!

tml got work from 8am onwards, all the way till 5pm
but i'm gna leave early for a wedding dinner, may wear skirt to work tml! (:

wah for the past few days, i've hardly slacked!
=DD
happy happy! happy to be finally working!
but i think it's probly cos right now there is gg to be quite a few events esp in jan and feb.
tt's why need my help more.
but yay got stuff to do v happy liao!

lynn flew off, flew away from me *sobs* last sat..
to hainan. free lodging+free transport -.-
ji xian mu!
anw, i totally FORGOT tt she was flying off!
then i was thinking how come ttj nvr asked lynn out for the swim.. xP
sorry lynnie!!
shall dedicate this space for you:
lynn, hope you have fun there in hainan, spending the money tt you haven even earned and soaking in hot spring! xP
and anw,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINGWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry i din send anyone new year wishes via sms.
cos it jammed then i scared ltr it spam-send
then i'll waste alot of smsesxP
so, will wish you all tml! xP or rather ltr in the afternoonxD

this whole week, anna din go for work, enjoying herself in the hotsprings too.. -.-
ate lunch with Belle instead,
said wanted to give me present bought from overseas
and so met me for lunch.
i feel quite bad, like i made her wait (ttj note: MADE her WAIT (wait is in present tense) made is not rly one of the 5 senses but.. it's just tt wayxP)
for 15min nearly everyday and for an hr+ today :O
wanted her to go off first but she refused ):
oh, oso met soo teck (?) on our way to the mrt.
was quite shocked like he lives in yishun and i live in hougang and somehow, we managed to see each other in BUONA VISTA. like wth?
anw, exchanged hp no (like finally? wanted to ask for awhile alr, always 4get.)
and then ya, went home.

i seriously dno wad to do.
like ttj suggest prob,
which i feel weird asking..
then to me, i need to feel comfortable and ok which obviously, now not la lol.
argh.. should ask soon?
):
sian diao..
tt sinking feeling again.. ):

oh haha mar found this job with a super high salary of thousand over at maybank.
but it's super hiong and need to memorise lots of facts :o
like have to mug after A's?
no thanks, i'd rather stick to my slacky jobxP
and haha btw, this sat i'll be at the moe bldg doing some registration stuff for O' level seminar, i welcome anyone to come visit me =D
maybe tingwei can come get the cls fund from me... provided he has no date tt isxP!

read adeline's blog,
YOU'RE WELCOME!!!
you kept me sane too!! and brightened up my boring school days!!! xDD
see ya at cls chalet!!
i'm gna suggest tt we go eat buffetxP
i want to eat buffet with cls at least once,
you mind? cos i noe you ate alot of it this hols lol
i jealous ):

ok shall go watch oh! my girl! now xD
it's quite a cute show, i like sakurai ann!
樱井 杏 ahh! 杏 is such a nice name! though i dun rly like almond, 杏仁 xP

just finished watching yuuki on tudou.
argh, i totally teared when i saw him with his bandages..
then he talked abt his fear.. T.T
he looked so tired and sad when he said 'just living alone is very taxing for me'
tt was super sad!
then cos the atmosphere suddenly became v tense,
he quickly changed his tone and said he was joking..
though he smiled and his tone was no longer sad, the smile nvr reached his eyes..
it's damn hard to act this way, like you sound happy and you smile,
yet. you dun feel how you look.
from the acting point of view, it's hard to act like this, having to express what the char DOESN'T want to show.
from the char's point of view, it's torture having to show wad you dun feel..
argh.. tt scene is super sad.. ):
then there's another sad scene too,
it was happy all the way till they say 'it's the last time we saw yuuki smile,
even till the end, the yuuki in the end still smiled..'
T.T
then the scene froze with him smiling widely..
he said he wanted to visit everyone who came to visit him when he's recovered.
the movie started with tt, and ended with tt too.
'arigato!' *smiles*
that was his last word..
his last wish, to thank everyone.

he taught everyone to cherish today's every min, every sec.
to grab hold of opportunities in life and make the best of them.
to work toward their dreams and nvr have regrets,
and tt's how he lived his life,
with no regrets (:
rest in peace, yuuki.

ahhh~~ i'm super sad right now..
just watched the movie 'yuuki' by kamenashi kazuya and it's a DAMN sad movie!!
it's like this guy yuuki got this super rare disease tt threatened to take his life away..
and he was so full of life and so vibrant!
like he encourages and motivates his frens to face up to their probs and to nvr give up!
he does the same with his own situation.. (:
in many cases, however trivial, he seems to be able to create his own future and miracles. like the one with the grapes, it seemed imposs, but he did it.
and the train tracks, he manipulated and got things done his way and oso on the way, helped his fren to solve his love prob.
tt's a great fren, a great person with a bubbly and nvr-say-die personality,
one who din deserve to be diagnosed with such a terrible disease!
):
but i only managed to watch half the movie cos mysoju.com doesn't show the entire movie.. and they say they uploaded everything alr.. ):
i next time go HMV/CD shops to see if they sell it..
i doubt it though.. hope when we go japan, i can buy it!

ahh.. kame-kun acted so so well!
like you can totally tell tt he's acting strong and it's when he's alone tt he actually showed his weakness and fear..
tt's the parts when you totally sympathise with him and blame whoever for taking his everything away..
he din deserve it.
i cried throughout the movie, it's tt touching (:
watch it, though it may be a disappointment cos the uploads are lacking.
but seriously, it's good.

lol blogging from MOE heh sound zai.
actually slacking now, shld've sth to do but dun feel like asking the pple if got anotxP
will go ask after blogging heh.
anw, nth much to blog abt, ytd went tkd bbq outing
where everyone else besides lynn and i are staying overnight! ):
i'm so jealous but we're gna have a slpover next yr! heh heh!
so excited :P
lol lynn took me for a ride on eug's bike cos chris said she has nvr seen b4 LOL.
it was fun for lynn, scary for me haha i was struggling not to fallxP
anw ate alot, talk abit less and they oso celebrated zhi hao's bdae, i nvr ask when was it (paiseh).
ok then went home and crashed but of cos i bathed first.
went to bed xiang xiang! haha
okok end post, gtg.

another nice nice song by Kamenashi Kazuya!
actually, it's by his band, KAT-TUN which stands for each of their initials.
he's the unofficial spokesperson for the band, means he gets to talk alotxD
shall post his pic next time!
the song's REAL FACE btw, dno if it'll show in the player.
(the first voice is Kame-kun's!)

ok day 3 of work.
it's getting more and more exciting!
haha ytd, i photocopied this stack of papers and stapled them tgt,
then today, colleague hanbing told me tt she needs me to un-staple them and re-staple them into some recruitment info booklet.
and there's this whole 10 sheets of paper just for the renumeration category!
tt's how much tchers get paid + all the benefits!!
wah siao like under some plan, they get payouts every 3-5 yrs of quite a few thousands!!
imba..
then i helped to call up sch's GOs to find tchers
but obviously they won't be there since it's the hols.
argh, tml is quite sian, cos have to answer calls for another colleague jingfang
cos whoever tcher i called today is gna call back either tml or fri..
):
and i've got the job of telling them all abt this networking event..
ais~~ scully i miss out on some impt details :S
anw, it's tml, tml then think abt itxP
was supposed to learn excel from this guy jonathan, but in the end he says, he only needs me to do auto filtering cos all the more complex ones he'll do himself.
): din get to learn much.
ahahaha! i get to showcase my 'cutting' prowess today!!
summarising!! lol i'm quite proud of myself, like hanbing said it's quite hard to cut down on the number of words for a certain anecdote but i managed to cut by ~50 words!! woohoo! feel so accomplished!! lol
cheap thrill..
anw, today other than the time after lunch and b4 they came back from lunch, i din really slack alot which is good! :D
see? i'm not lazy, i like to have things to do! xD
yay shall go watch more cartoon KAT-TUN or go learn Kizuna's lyricsxP

Saki no koto dore hodo ni kangaete itemo
hontou no koto nante dare ni mo mienai
kuuhaku? kokoro ni nanika ga tsumatte
ayamachi bakari kurikaeshiteta

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

nagareyuku toki no naka ushinawanu you ni
surechigai butsu katta hontou no kimochi
kokoro ni shimiteku aitsu no omoi ni
deaeta koto ga motometa kiseki

tachidamaru koto sae dekinai kurushisa no
naka ni mieta hikari tsunagatte iru kara
usotsui tatte ii sa namida nagashite ii kara
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

lol you should noe which is my fave line..

first day of work!
listened to KAT-TUN all the way to work, if any of you want their songs, ask me!
i recommend Kizuna heh heh.
anw, reached there quite early, so went toilet which is behind the security counter and thenthe security guard says have to register first.
'where are you gg? the customer service?'
'no, the toilet.'
LOL
then waited for catherine to come pick me up.
wah siao!
the lifts ji cool!!
there's this set of buttons outside the lifts,
then you press the floor tt you wanna go to and they'll show you like which lift to go to tt'll bring you to tt floor!!!!
cool right?!
and then the lift inside, there's no floor buttons, only open and close door buttons.
ji cool... O.O in awe of technology hahaah.
lol went 6th floor and slack quite alot throughout the day, esp after lunch,
cos i went out earlier and came back earlier,
then no one's back yet so i dno wad i need to do, so i slacked and TODAY, and did the TODAY Sudoku which is one star only!!
'too easy too easy!'
hahah i did some filing and sorting out of papers and keying in of survey info.
and the papers are indemnity forms for TIP participants!!
and i saw lynn and ttj's!!
haahahah
i saw a few other familiar names too!
like jeannie, hui shian, caiyun and shuxiang and leiping too.
i realise mostly are females, cos guys hv ns lol.
then did keying in of survey info into excel.
considerably easy for me since i'm an excel noob :P
ok gtg slp soon..
prep for another slack day!
(i slack so much, i feel like slping during the job...)

Gokusen II insert song: Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya
Kamenashi Kazuya acted as Odagiri Ryu in Gokusen II
and as Kindaichi Hajime in Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo (2005)
go watch! it's on youtube (:

lol i've been watching jap dramas these few days, mainly abs bf, kindaichi and gokusen.
then i realise how the jap actors (guys) seem to be recycled in many of the jap dramasxPP
esp for matsumoto jun, he's kindaichi and sawada shin AND domyouji in hana yuri dango.
siao O.o like he snagged all the leads la!
and i realised tt hanazawa rui is uchiyama haruhiko in gokusen.
lol his smile is so sneaky tt i just cannot imagine him acting as rui!
and tt's why i'm interested to watch hyd!
lol.. and waste more of my timexDD
yay and i like noda takeshi (:
he has a SUPER sneaky smile.. worse than wei xiao bao!
O.o
heh heh

O.o

pics of prom!! [selected ones]


b4 i put on makeup


after -.-
i think i look so much better w/o.
sigh~~ or rather, i'm more used to not having anything on my face.


adeline and weiguo with his rose-print jacket,
cos of the colour, i had thot it was dollars and bills printed on it initially!


angelique


siow kee


jaja!


lingchen


limyi


siowkee, peiwen and angelique


shuyuan


ben


with yi ze at my normal height+added height from my heels


with him after i'd obviously bent over


seng and a less-obvious bending me xP
see how amused ts was?


marc chew


weihao


jeremy


guoqi


chensin


mish


weiguo


gavin


ashley

here comes the nicer picsxD (i'm biased)

me and adeline!


me and tingwei! (me trying to act tall)


jiada and i! (after searching damn long for him!)
caught him near the end of the prom.


sisters!


blurred sisters! but actually, the effects quite nice haha!


unblurred version (:

ok now tkd pics

yize monkeyxD


eug


chelsea, xiyu, huang rong and xiao jun


huifang


nicole


jieying


yu siang


chelsea


meiying


ivan


marcus


zhiyi, junjie and liwen


tkd group! w/o lots of pple of cos..

st nicks

siak


qiubx


shinq, yiwei and flo


mich lim


andrea


ly, i wouldn't do tt if she din do it on me ):
it's a spur of the moment thing.. haha


me and ttj/tor/blah blah (ly fill in the blanks)
super preeetty right?
without her specs! look more energetic!


me and gor/lynnie/physics/missilehead xDD
super preeetty too with makeup!
and her hair + side parting! hahah!


mar mar and i!


the smug smug smugglers! (minus 1 ingrate-.-)


lynnie and dion

yay and other peeps! XD

caining


ruyi


ryan
somehow the forst thing tt attracts my eyes was the fact tt we both have the same metallic, reflective smile -.-
did i just niao myself?


yuan guang


dingyi


henghui(hope i nvr spell wrongly)


this was taken in the hotel lobby with the lobby christmas tree!
so huge and pretty and full of bling blings!!
hahah!




lol random photos of the same scenery taken while trying to get a clear shot.
this scene's from when we first stepped out of the hotel when nearly everyone else left alr.
saw some Koreans who made ly excited and did she squeal? lol
i was so tired then, i couldn't even make out there words, much less the language -.-


taken when she's slping and not looking


taken when she's slping and trying to use her 'translucent' shawl to cover her face
/1ha!!


first it's shuyuan who was eating and refused to stop bobbing his head.


then it's ben who caught the disease and turn half invisible too LOL xDD

fave pic of the day!!

tt of my hair from the back!
LOL
do i have low self esteem or wad?
-.-

took one photo tt's super funny, considering how tt person tried to run away from me!
heh but shall not post here, i'll show tt person next time!
tada~~